Saturday, September 24, 2011

7 Most Unusual Ways to Commit Suicide


Suicide is a sad and gloomy topic, probably not the favorite of most of us but there are some suicides that are really worth mentioning. Some of them might be odd and some of them are pretty sick; however, it’s fascinating to see such creativity…and such a strong will to die for some.  

It can bring you closer to God
in many different ways. 
7 – The first one on our list is not that gruesome, but very odd. I’m not a religious person and I might have trouble understanding why anyone would try to kill themselves by eating a Bible. First of all, a Bible is rectangular so I wouldn’t be eager to see the autopsy photos. My second concern is how you make that decision? I know it’s hard to find suicide supplies in a prison, but seriously, you start eating a book?
The interview with the doctor is absolutely fascinating:
I found I was physically not strong enough to pull the object out of this guy's throat”.
“The average person does not have the will to persistently shove something of such a size, such a solidity down the throat. “
If I am going to commit suicide one day, I want to baffle the doctor the same way this guy did. I mean, if you are going to die, at least be creative and this guy managed to shock everybody.
It seems he had a thing for shoving stuff down his throat because he previously tried to choke with his fists, which should have made the staff a little bit more suspicious and probably they should have kept him under strict supervision.
We can all agree that the guy who did this wasn’t sane and it seems that the jail psychiatrist can confirm it because apparently before committing suicide the man was psychotic and refused to take medication.

Perhaps I exaggerated with this,
I don't think they have Hello Kitty toilet paper in prison.
6 – Next we have something similar but lamer. However, it deserves more points because toilet paper is gross and nobody should kill themselves with it. His name was Jonathan Campos and he was convicted for murder. He killed himself by stuffing toilet paper down his throat and chocking. 
There’s not much to say about his behavior, but it seems that prisons should take more measures against suicide and not only prohibit shoe laces and belts, but also toilet paper. It would lead to a messy situation but less people would die.

They were waiting for him to snap.
5 -  If you are a janitor at a Zoo and you want to commit suicide, you can always choose to be eaten alive by wild animals.  This man from Singapore went into the tigers’ cage and...well, died. Apparently he was committing suicide. We have to give him credit because it is such a brave way to die. It seems that there is a video about it on YouTube but I couldn’t show it to you guys or see it myself because I don’t have the stomach for such things.

Shouldn't be used as a skin moisturizer
or  a main ingredient for a cocktail.
4 – If you thought only men are brave enough to commit gruesome suicides, you are wrong. Angela Scoular, an English actress, committed a really sick suicide.  She suffered from depression most of her life and tried to commit suicide by cutting her wrists. In 2009 she was diagnosed with colorectal cancer and despite the fact that she managed to be cured, she was afraid that it would return. In 2011 she died by ingesting acid drain cleaner and pouring it on her body too to make sure that she would die from burns if drinking it was not enough. Apparently she was suffering from bipolar disorder.  

Decapitation probably isn't covered by insurance.
3 – This next suicide story is about a wealthy man who died in a really cool way.  He wanted to get revenge on his wife. But he didn’t do it the way most people get revenge, like cheating with a younger woman, going to Las Vegas and spending money on strippers, participating in a Donkey Show or having mushroom trips. No, the guy decapitated himself. 
But that’s not the cool part of the story, the cool part is the fact that he used an Aston Martin to do it. He used a rope which he tied on a tree and then tied it on his neck;so, you probably imagine what happened next. He drove away on a very busy road and got decapitated while a lot of people watched. That's such a badass way to die. 
And they say shooting yourself is the easiest way to die.
- The will to die can be incredibly strong and sometimes people will do whatever they can to die.
This suicide is so sick and the man wanted to die so much that I really feel sorry for him trying so hard. Apparently he started by shooting himself in the rib cage after loading the first cartridge. That didn’t work so he went to his car and got another cartridge and shot himself in the throat. That didn’t work either because it only took a part of his lower jaw. Probably pretty upset about his suicide, he then walked about 136 meters on a hill so that he could load another cartridge and shot himself in the chest. That last one was fatal and by the time I read that I was really hoping he managed to do it because that’s probably the most unlucky person in the universe. The moral of this story: keep your cartridges near and always aim for the heart. 

At least he was eco friendly about it
and made himself biodegradable.
- The first place should be given to someone special and there’s nothing more special than a schizophrenic artist. He was very creative with his death. Richard Sumner was missing for three years when a skeleton was found in a forest. Apparently, he handcuffed himself to a tree and then threw away the key to make sure it was out of his reach. They discovered that he changed his mind about the suicide because he tried to free himself, but he failed. That’s probably the most creative and sickest way to commit suicide, but he was an artist so he wanted to die like one too. He was also suffering from schizophrenia for a very long time, so that might have added to his creativity. 

72 comments:

  1. Fascinating! No. 3 made me laugh - bad ass! No. 1 actually quite scary, imagine that one of his personalities handcuffed him and the others didn't want to be. I cannot imagine that internal fight!

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    1. Schitzophrenic people don't have multiple personalitys you stupid ignorant retard

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    2. ahahahahahahahahah THIS ^^^ ahh man made my night

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    3. That's not funny. this person was really unhappy and your just gonna sit there and laugh at a dead person. that's respectful.

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    4. I know that the article say that he tried before. But:

      Imagine if someone else's handcuffed him and just left him to die. Then the police just assumed he committed suicide.

      Perfect crime >:)

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  2. :)) Thanks LadyGoGo! It was fascinating and that could be a pretty cool commercial for Aston Martin, it runs so fast you can get decapitated. I don't know what to say about the man and the tree, it's so weird and I can't imagine what he went through when he realized that he didn't want to die.

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  3. I can't imagine Andreea with people committing suicide..they have their own reasons though..but for me any way of shorting your life is like insulting the Lord who has given life.I can't blame them because I had in my thought of doing it when my kids and I where physically abused by my ex..but what made me stop doing it is the thought of leaving my love ones behind most specially my kids they need me. I am reacting this way because I have a heart ailment Andreea and every second counts for me..

    but kidding aside..tsk tsk..a pity to that man who committed suicide on a tree..when he had regrets of dying that's the time no one was there to hear his plea and it was too late to change tsk tsk..

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    1. Why didnt your god stop it.

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    2. It's nice to know that you can think of something higher than oneself especially in times of frustration or sorrow... but when you're at your lowest, it tends to get difficult when you feel trapped without any options to get out. It's like depression; feeling as if you are in a hole and not being able to remove yourself from that darkness... suicide tends to be an option for some people not because they want to die, but because they want to get out of their predicament.

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  4. @Sie I contemplated suicide too and I realized that even if you feel terrible at one moment in your life, if you just keep going and don't hurt yourself things will eventually become better. I used to be extremely depressed and constantly thinking about it, but now I'm just happy I didn't do it. Of course, I don't judge people who do it but I couldn't do it myself and the thought of leaving people who care about me behind is a big reason why I would never do it.
    Yeah it was probably terrible for the man in the forest, I don't even want to imagine what he felt. Thanks for your comment and it's really sad to hear about your ex abusing you. I know you are happy now and that's what matters the most...

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  5. I don't think I will dare any Andreea, some may be hilarious and other are scary too. Life is to live and face challenges. I know better having gone through some much.

    Btw, would you like to do a guest post on this on my blog? If its fine, forward to my email with the pics attached. Will link back to your blog.

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  6. The tree suicide is disturbing, that would be horrible knowing that you were going to die. The ones where they committed suicide in jail, you would think that the jail would be diagnosing the mental illnesses better and taking action. It's interesting to see the extremes people will go through to kill themselves, it's sad :(

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  7. Suicide is forbidden in our religion so this topic never arise in our community.

    One incidence last year, which I cannot forget let alone understand why, is this Mitchell Heisman.

    After writing a 1905 page book about how life is not worth living, Harvard-educated SUNY-Albany-educated Heisman committed suicide.

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    1. LOL, you don't have to go to Harvard to see that life is pointless and stupid.

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    2. Life is what you make of it. The destination is the same tough. One one instant you lose everything and everyone.

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    3. the strongest people tht lived r the ones who have taken there life. i see people dont understand dispair, cause when it gets to that point, death becomes geater than life. and nothing on earth can cure the thirst of death. but death

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  8. Unfortunately, media often decorates this coward act to attract more cowards towards killing themselves.

    So sad!

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    1. You're the coward calling others cowards. Fuck you

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    2. Have you every consciously tried to commit suicide?

      If not, then how can you judge what it takes to kill yourself. Is easy to judge others without first walk on their own shoes.

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    3. Ive tried, a couple times, the last time I was in a coma for 5 days before I came out of it, they didnt think I would make it. I know the desperation that people feel when they think they have no other choice but to end it. I know I didnt feel like a coward when I did what I did...in my mind I was removing myself, who I considered a great burden to others, from this world. I know a "sane" person or someone who has never thought about suicide may not understand that but thats the difference between us isnt it? People who commit suicide arent cowards, they are desperate and 9 times out of 10 they have tried to show the people in their lives how much they are hurting and their cries go unnoticed......

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    4. Eyewitness , shut the fuck up. Who are you to judge anyone? How can you call someone a coward that you don't even know? Dumb ass.

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    5. I feel bad for the ppl that want to die but are physically unable too. I don't think its a good idea by any means but sometimes that train coming at you (in their mind) is alot better than beong able to face life. And thats just life. And to whoever said "where was ur god" God has really nothing to do with it. He will be there to comfort in the end, and forgives. He has given everyone a different paths for different reasons....even the non believers...

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    6. I feel bad for the ppl that want to die but are physically unable too. I don't think its a good idea by any means but sometimes that train coming at you (in their mind) is alot better than beong able to face life. And thats just life. And to whoever said "where was ur god" God has really nothing to do with it. He will be there to comfort in the end, and forgives. He has given everyone a different paths for different reasons....even the non believers...

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  9. I guess my will to live is too strong. These are truly unusual and horrid ways to die, I can't imagine how much some must have suffered by eating and ingesting things that are not meant to be eaten or to be eaten alive. Wow, slow death is the worst.

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  10. What a subject; I guess that is an ACT to realy plan well before trying :-(

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  11. omg..its really shocking to read this..such persons dared to suicide in unimaginable ways..:(
    Tasty Appetite

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  12. @Nava.K You are right, life is about challenges and the way we face them. Thanks for your invitation, I’ve sent you the article :D
    @Frugal in WV Yes the tree suicide is really messed up. It’s sad how mentally ill people are ignored in jails because being to jail alone can influence your mental health.
    @Katrina I know about Mitchell Heisman, I even read part of his suicide letter and he was an amazing writer. He was really smart and his book was about society and morals and technology; he was right with some things and the fact that bright young man killed himself is really upsetting.
    @Eyewitness I don’t think the media wants to attract people into killing themselves. The media offers people what they want to hear, which is usually death/suicide/rape related because people are interesting in these sort of news more. But I agree, it is sad.
    @Rola They are terrible ways to die and slow death is probably the worst thing.
    @Jasna Yeah, if there is something I learned from my psychological practice is the fact that a planned suicide is the hardest to prevent.
    @Jay Yeah, it’s terrible how some people choose to die.

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    1. You are an amazingly patient person. And I think Heisman was right about many things, including the need to escape. I don't think it was sad; I thought it was brave, practical, efficient, and a little intentionally absurd.
      He even did it with a silver bullet. Did he think he was a werewolf, or was this some final, private joke on his part, which the rest of us weren't necessarily intended to 'get'? I prefer to believe the latter.

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  13. Totaly amazing. I cannt think how someone can kill himself by such an amazing ways. They know that they want to die then why not shooting at heart. I have read many cases of sucides and in them they want to suffer less and choose a way to directly kill themselves. But they want to hurt and suffer. !-<

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  14. this site is a joke

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  15. This is not a joke. And NONE of you understand the PAIN that these people go through. This is a difficult, difficult decision. It is NOT an easy way out nor a COWARDLY way out. People have severe financial problems, losing homes, jobs, etc. Can't make a go of it. It Takes a toll. Let's not judge. People. I think about ending my life all the time. It's not to hurt anyone. The level of pain just exceeds your coping skills. Also when suicidal people try to get help from family or friends, they ALWAYS make things worse, which just makes you want to end it even more. Nan

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    1. I'm sorry to hear that. I used to constantly think about suicide myself. Nowadays it's pretty rare. I've been suffering from depression for a very long time and well, suicide ideation comes with the package. What most people didn't understood was the fact that it was a post meant to be funny/curious/whatever. Let's not debate whether one can understand these things or not. I don't judge people and I actually believe in people's right to commit suicide. After all, from a philosophical perspective we are free to do whatever we want in the end.

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    2. NONE OF U GUYS KNW WHT DEPRESSION FEELS LIKE ABD I'VE WANTED TO COMMIT SUICUDE I DO NOW��

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    3. when you feel trapped in your reality and nothing seems like its going to change committing suicide seems like a nice alternative. I understand the want to die, but personally have a hard time planning it out like these people do. When I get depressed I can't think at all so even suicide is a daunting task. Plus it seems to be against something in my core being to hurt myself. So I admire people that are able to drop this world if it is hurting them and move on to whatever comes after.

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    4. Dear Anon,facebook me (Phoenix McGuire). You and I def need to chat. We think the same way. Dont care what other people think. They dont know, they just like to pass their unholy Christian way of thinking.

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  16. There's nothing cowardice about suicide. I just hope life gets better

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  17. Suicide is a choice we should be allowed an it should be OK to allow medically assisted sucidie to those who suffer with pain and illness everday

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  18. Honestly, this site was helpful because honestly I know someone tryna kill themself so I have been searching sites and sites just ta find. Out bout it now I know suicide is not a joke it's most defiantly serious and you know who can help the best .. Kids help phone 1-800-668-6868 call them

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  19. Nobody has the right to judge anyone!!!! Some people like myself suffer from the time of birth until now!!!!! Everybody is not strong mentally and it's not their fault,it's not my fault at all, it' feels like God is jus laughing in my face by keeping me here, my only hearts desire is to die! This world and the people in it jus became unbearable!!! I dnt know my biological family, dnt know how my mom looked much less anybody else!!! I was beaten for being different, no family at all so when u go through life completely alone it only makes it harder!! I hate my biological mom for jus leaving me,I hate my adopted mom for beating me dwn, society makes me feel like I'm nobody!! My own mom didn't want me I need her soon much nd my grandfather!!! I really need help,God doesn't wanna take me,so I came on here looking for other ways and drinking poison and pouring it on me seems the best!

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  20. I'm mentally sick, inherited nothing but pain n heartache from my biological mom! Society broke my left cheekbone now I have a metal plate there and society broke my right leg now I have a metal rod and screws in my leg! I went through this alone no family there with me at the hospital either times!!!! Idk why I was robbed of a family when that's what I need! I dnt love myself at all,I punch myself in the face or in my eyes because I really hate myself!!! Scared to go out for fear of broken bones again!!!! Life broke my heart and my mom helped Alot!!!! All I ever needed an wanted was love, I never had it growing up nd still dnt now that I'm 28!!!!! I push everybody away cause I dnt feel worthy at all, I cry Soooo much and I call out for God to just please hugg me,tight nd dnt let me be beat on anymore!! I wasn't sent here to be people's punching bag only to not know how to fight!!! I miss my grandfather, I hate life I hate myself n I hate my mother!!!!

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    1. Hi,
      Why don't you send me an email if you want to talk about this. I'm sorry this happened to you and it's really terrible to see that people suffer without any reason in this world, but perhaps talking about this with someone will help you. andreea5ht@yahoo.com is my email if you ever need someone to listen to you.

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    2. Are you a pervert wanting pictures of my childs naked body?

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  21. Well thnk u soon much I do need someone to talk to,I try n talk to my adopted mom but she called me crazy be said I need to be locked up in a hospital nd that really hurts when all I needed was her! People look at me like I'm crazy when I try n talk about it,I hate myself with a burning passion,all I wanted was love but I dnt deserve it

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  22. You a real bitch

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  23. I have been wanting to die for years and had 20 attempts but not one of them worked!
    I was abused as a child and am still getting abused today!:(
    I live in Billings,MT and I plan to jump off of the rims the next time my fiancé works which I think is Monday!
    Noone cares about me I have no family that love me and I am ugly,fat,and I am a bother to everybody.
    I am really depressed cuz I can't even live my life cuz I started having seizures 6 months ago!
    So to end my suffering I am going to end my life!:(
    Bye Bye everyone!:(
    Rachel

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    1. You should send me an email, perhaps we can talk about it.

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    2. 20? Your doing it wrong. There is shit around the house you can use to kill yourself and depending on availability, others including neighbors. Have a gas stove? Leave the pilot light on for 1 hour while cutting into your jugular veins(the big ones in your neck), then light a match boom. Your neighbors are roasting marshmellows over you. Or go up to a cop with a real looking gun at night and threaten him with it. Or crack, or heroin, or meth. Pick one or gind another that best suites you, but if you want to end anything(including your life) don't half-ass it.

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    3. Oh and i almost forgot. You have control of the families finances just as much as he does(at least legally) so put your signature to use and re-mortgage the house and/or take out a giant loan. Then pump all that money into a paypal account and hook me up with the details. Thanks.

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    4. LOL, if you've tried and failed, you really haven't been trying. No wonder everybody hates you, you're either really, really stupid or just a big fat drama-queen...probably both.

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  24. I'm not going to put my views on this topic, if you have a fucked up life don't post it on this site, find someone u trust to talk to, like I am

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    1. Shut up and stop telling other people what to do, asshole. Maybe you'd like your life better if you weren't such a bossy little prick!

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  25. I hate myself, I have a great family but a terrible life I lose ppl to death and agaony left and right I can't even count the amount of ppl that I've lost. I lost everysingle one of my friends within a 24 hour period today and I will never get them back, I can't bear the pain anylonger! Suicied is my saving grace, with out death I am dead my heart may beat but my soul is gone for good I am sick and twisted and want nothing to do with lifes pain. All I have ever wanted is love and friends but nobody loves me back I have nothing, granted I have "family" but I refuse to accept pain and suffering as a life on earth. Suicide is my happieness

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    1. I do not know your situation. So this advice may or not apply to you.

      Instead of focusing on death and life. How about focusing on something you like to do, and getting really good at it. The problem is not being alone. The problem is feeling alone. Doing something you care about (even if you are not the best on it) eliminates the feeling alone.

      And who knows, maybe you will find people that also care about the same thing. Or maybe you won't. But who cares as long as you do what you care about.

      There will be a lot of time to be dead. So how about instead give life a chance.

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  26. I hate my life. At the age of 20 I was raped by a friend that was part of the police department. At 22 I got married to a man that was abusive that started being abusive after the second year. In the middle everything he gets sent overseas leaves promises to come back for me and does not.Leaves me homeless an divorces me. My life has not been the same my family judges me on everything I feel alone nobody to talk to or be there for me. I want to die. I live with my sister an her crazy boyfriend. she put me out cause i dont get along with him. i hate her. I do all i can for family and when its my turn they close the door on me an turn there back. Ill make it easy for them an just end it all.

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    1. Talk to me on facebook (Phoenix McGuire). We're on "the same page".

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    2. before you go take the cop that raped you out .So he cant screw up anyone else

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  27. May god give you all strength!

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    1. God wont save you. It's hardly there to begin with. God is a scare tactic and NOTHING else.

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  28. May God be with you all in these hard times. These sinners will burn for eternity for their mistakes! How could they go agianst the word of God?!? As a loyal Cristian, I always follow the word of God, thus me burning a bull at the altar this morning, that is after of course, stoning my father to death for planting two crops in the same field. Isnt it brilliant that Gods word is so eternal
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  29. =3 =3 =3 =3 =3 =3 =3 =3 =3 =3 =3 =3 =3 =3 =3

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  30. LOL, comments on suicide articles are always so hilarious. Suicide is not an act of sadness, it's the ultimate act of autonomy. The thought of my death doesn't make me sad; being alive on a planet full of whining, obtuse ninnies who actually believe their stupid lives have "meaning" makes me sad. Life is just a prison of other stupid people and their stupid little expectations, all desperately trying to convince themselves that their banal existence has any purpose other than to breed, breed, breed and make yet more stupid, pointless life. Call it sad, call it cowardly, call it whatever the fuck you want in order to comfort yourselves, but your lives are just as meaningless as that of everyone in this article, and one day you'll all be just as dead, no matter how desperately you spend every waking moment trying to convince yourselves otherwise. Breed, breed, breed some more; your life will really matter if you keep on creating people who have no choice but to be dependent on you, and I bet they'll never even resent you for it! Hey, maybe one day you can be on reality T.V., then you'll really know you matter, so keep on livin'!
    Keep on livin'! One day you'll get your big reward, so just keep running on that treadmill....keep running....keep running...are you there yet? Have you reached your carrot? Keep running...

    I think suicide is the bravest, smartest thing any person can do; I only wish I were that brave. People who call suicide "sad" are just indulging the same penchant for melodrama that pervades every other aspect of their "oh-so-meaningful" lives. Suicide is not sad, it's merely an efficient and practical END of sadness, and it really deserves to be celebrated as such. People who mourn suicides are really just pissed that there's now one less person on earth for them to annoy.

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    1. I don't promote suicide, nor do I promote anti-suicide. yes, suicide is sad because there are other people, factors, etc involved. However, I am so tired of this no suicide nonsense, especially when some people actively fight to keep other miserable people alive. If a person wants to kill themselves is their right to do, maybe they hate this terrible life and yes, it is an act of bravery, the ultimate act of bravery, an act that defies self preservation instincts.

      Perhaps it is the ultimate mind over matter act. I don't believe in meaningful lifes either, at least not when it comes to a meaning gave by an exterior force, be that people or god. I believe in a person's own meaning, which is usually an act of self delusion, because, let's be honest, there is not universal meaning, everything is chaos. So, there is not point in preserving life from this point of view. However, there are some that might be depressed for a short period of time and could have gotten help and not ended their life, or another similar example. I don't see it as wasted life, I just see it as a wasted opportunity to know more about the world. But in the end, suicide prevention is not done for the victims, but for those who are left behind, for the society, to make sure that nobody has to think about fatality or such universal distress.

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    2. To LOL: Your comments seem rational to me

      Is it ok if I add on in 2013?

      Nope....hasn't got better in 4 yrs, only worse. It hasn't worked whining about it. No matter the bullshit you people say on here trying to encourage others by saying things change is simple minded. It gets better when it gets better. No one needs an interpretation that it will get better and it does not. That is all and don't deceive. I've watched many of these websites and it has never triggered useful solutions.

      People claiming to have God's plan run around with a lot of vague talk and parables with no solutions except what amounts to being more slugging through. They say squishy words like love.

      When it plays out with those of my experience, they do no better at the word then the rest of us. They want to place a sort of defect on how they have something that I or we don't have and no matter to what effort is taken on us suicidal considerers, it seems there is never enough effort that is causing lack of faith. The tactic is mind tricking and about perception rather than true faith.

      If I can accomplish a rational successful suicide where can the God speakers go to punish with words or riddle using interpretations of God's will upon my so called defects? They are perceptions and that is all. God is God.

      I have not accomplished a rational suicide either nor has it been tried, yet.

      I sure as hell don’t want to cost someone cleaning up my messes being here now or as described in the main article, afterwards. Neither extreme has been accomplished but both are considered. Get real with the suicidal types.

      Attempted suicides are not successful suicides so mine is still developing.

      I am trying to come closer to an understanding too (God-wise or not) and that is all there is.

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  31. why not, it seems a good way to stop everything now

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  32. people say don't kill yourself becaus eother people will be in pain and people care and blah blah blah..i don't wanna die because noone loves me...i have the love i need...i want to die because my brain cannot handle simple daily life things that average people can deal with....i don't want to live for other people i just want to end it.

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  33. No one can understand another person unless they have walked in their shoes. If someone has had a miserable life, and their future is nothing but bleak, how can they be judged for wanting the misery to end. Isn't it the compassionate way.

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  34. I feel sorry for the people who want to kill themselves. For a long time I wanted to do the same. Don't kill urselves I will do that myself for all of u :(

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    1. muh maange paise de dunga koi aake mujhe maar do

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  35. I've messed up my life beyond repair. Niot becayse i did drugs, got into a bad crowd. I went to college got a useless liberal arts degree and got duped into a diploma mill in which u went into debt for. Im in a program in my state college that is over my head and the degree would be near useless even if i didnt fail out. I'm accumulating so much debt i will never escape it. I will never have independence from my parents, never get married or own a home. I have no savings as well, horrible employment history and work minimum wage. I'm 22 and have gotten nowhere in life. The only things i could wish for would be to either start over and be in high school again so i could prevent all this from Happening or just have a quick painless death. The sad thing is i showed a lot of potential i was programmer, writer and philosopher.
    Now i'm a worthless leech, failure, who cannot take care of himself and has nothing to give back. I used to have confidence to the point of arrogance. Within a mere 4 years its completely gone now. I now loath myself. I'm ashamed of who i've become. I failed my family, friends and myself.
    There is nothing that hurts more than the betrayal of yourself, dreams and aspirations. I made all the wrong decisions in life thinking i was making the right ones.
    I dont have a futute ahead of me now. Its soul crushing to know how much oppurtunity and
    potential i fucking threw away. Its all because of my ignorance, naivity, not living in a reality and my constant depression and pessimism. To think things were going to end this way. I thought i knew what suffering was but i had no idea how dark , abyssmal life can really get. Everything i have faced before has been a mere slight.
    I will be lucky to be an indentured servant for life, with no life of his own. Or i will be a
    failure looked down up by everyone including
    myself still working futily to pay his debts. I'm trapped and suicide is the only way out for me now. I'm tired of people telling me i have a reason to live. I have nothing left.
    No love, no friends, my family is all distanced from me. All i have is debt and reflection of how i destroyed my life. They say suicide is a permanant solution to a temporary problem but some problems are FOREVER and all
    encompassing.

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  36. I used to believe in so much, i truely believed i would become someone that society would remember. But now i only pray for death. My once peaceful carefree life filled with possiblity, exploration, passion and excitement has become an inescapable perdition, unrelenting torment. The searing only grows greater as time dredges onward. I know for certain now that only suffering awaits me because of my mistakes in life. I cannot forgive myself for how i wasted my potential and betrayed myself, my families and my friends...i only wish for a painless death. I have no left, nothing to look foward to. Friends, love, job all gone. Only debt and regret

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  37. sorry for my english..the two last posts reminds me many stories..all of them bipolar..when in the first post is mentioned "Its soul crushing " you may know that the word psychosis means "soul pressure" in greek..and when there is much pressure..the soul cruses..many may be happen then and one of them is to commit a suicide..i believe that the idea of self-killing is psychotic..
    nobody should laugh with this kind of murders..for too many reasons..
    in my opinion the person who wants to die wants a change or/and a chance..not to die indeed..
    but death maybe is a change or/and a chance..which all will have..
    so let it be..but dont make it be..


    the last suicide-5-..i am thinking about that this man may changed his opinion several times until his death..this is really sad..

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